just be happy

bila semua impian dah berakhir
aku rasa aku dah x mampu bgn..
tapi...suma silap...suma yg berlaku
ada sebab..skung aku disini membina
impian baru..
aku tak mampu lagi memandang
kebelakang kerana amat perit diterima..
cuma jadi gembira..
dat's all semua mslh ilang cam2 je..
magic x magic...
"This is a LIFE,kita harus terima
buruk @ baik sbb semua dah ditentukan"

You'll never see a dark cloud hanging round me.
Now there is only blue skies to surround me.
There's never been a gray day since you found me.
Everything I touch is turning to gold.

Oh, you can colour my world with sunshine yellow each day!
Oh, you can colour my world with happiness all the way!
Just take the green from the grass and the blue from the sky up above!
And if you colour my world just paint it with your love!
Just colour my world.

Just as long as I know you're thinking of me,
there'll be a rainbow always up above me.
Since I found the one who really loves me,
everything I touch is turning to gold.

So you can colour my world with sunshine yellow each day!
Oh, you can colour my world with happiness all the way!
Just take the green from the grass and the blue from the sky up above!
And if you colour my world just paint it with your love!
Just colour my world.
Um.

Sunshine yellow.
Orange blossums.
Laughing faces
everywhere!
Yeah!

Oh, you can colour my world with sunshine yellow each day!
Oh, you can colour my world with happiness all the way!
Just take the green from the grass and the blue from the sky up above!
And if you colour my world just paint it with your love.
Just colour my world.
Colour my world.
Oh, colour my world.
Colour my world

life sucks..

Each of us is stuck being who we are. Sometimes we fight to change ourselves,
but ultimately this has little effect. We can change what we do, but we cannot change who we are.

If you're a happy person, you don't feel trapped. If you're surrounded by people who you
love and who love you, if you can do what you want to do in life, if you are at peace with who you are, why would you ever feel trapped? You wouldn't want to change yourself, you wouldn't need to try.

If you're a happy person, hey, you got lucky! Go back to the previous page, you'll find
nothing of interest here.

I am not a happy person. Maybe you're not either. Maybe you're too fat, or too thin, too old,
or too young. Maybe you're ugly and nobody wants to sleep with you. Maybe everyone
wants to sleep with you, but nobody loves you and it's all meaningless. Maybe your body is
fucked up and you're in pain all the time. Maybe your mind is fucked up and you're in pain
all the time.

So you struggle with all these problems year after year, and you're getting nowhere, and
you wonder if anything will ever change. And the unavoidable reality of it all is that, for you,
life sucks.

But of course you're not going to give up so easily, you're going to keep struggling to
solve your problems, to change yourself, to find happiness, wherever it is, whatever it is.
But still, life sucks.

And you see all these people out there who are blissfully free of your problems, and if they
can do it, there must be some way for you to as well. But they aren't doing you any good at
all, they don't understand what it's like being you, and what good would it do you if they did
understand?

So, the forces which created you, random or otherwise, have spoken. And they've
determined that, for you, life sucks

kalau aku ble lari dah lama aku lari...malas aku nk bik tau suma benda nie...but aku bukan idup sorng atas muka bumi ni...nk xnk hrus tlg menolng...tapi aku x phm...ble kite tolong ikhls drg kata x ikhlas....tlg camne lg la drg nak ye...pening tol ler...

HANYA SATU PERKATAAN MAAF BISA MENYUBAH SEGALANYA....

maaf...macam mana perasaan kita masa kita tuturkan perkataan tu..ikhls atau cuma berpura2..
mudah untuk kita lafaz maaf...tapi bukan mudah untuk memaafkan...aku rasa suma orang pernah hadapi perasaan ini...aku sering kali keliru untuk memberi maaf atau meminta maaf...susah betul untuk kita tuturkan perasaan ni..hanya satu perkataan je...kita rela bermasam muka...rela berperang lidah...bunuh membunuh dan macam2 lagi...
hanya dgn satu perkataan itu semua kembali pulih..."maaf" apakah kekuatan perkataan ini sehingga kita berbaik semula...permusuhan hilang dan mcm2 lg..tapi kita ego...saling tidak mahu memhon maaf dan memaafkan...bila aku pk mmg bodo lah suma nie...hanya satu perkataan yg seng pun kita x ble sebut...dan saling berdendam antara satu sama lin...sampai bila kita mahu berdendam...sampai mati...x sudahnye...
bile aku renung baru aku faham kenapa NABI sentiasa memaafkan umatnya dan sering juga meminta maaf...Nabi Seorng yang tinggi darjatnya sanggup menyatakan maaf...tapi kita siapa...besarkah kita...tinggikah kita...glmorkah kita...tetapi kenapa susah untuk kita menyatakan SATU PERKATAAN INI.... MAAFKAN SAYA... :)

hari demi hari aku lalui...macam-macam masalah timbul...ikut hati nak je mati..tapi ble pk blik...mati bukan jalan penyelesaian..aku x mahu org kta aku takut...dulu aku bukan macam nie..suma aku hadapi ngan tenang...skung sedikit je mslah dtg aku dah melatah..

entahlah apa nk jadi ngan idup aku nie...aku kadang2 bsn ngan idup aku skung...tapi nak x nak aku kena truskan gak..aku yg plih jln nie...

adoiyai...nk ngadu kt kwn...suma bukan ble tlg...aku gak kena tgg...better aku cite kat blog aku nie...

why aku ltak blog aku " MY LIFE" ??.

mmg aku saje pilih title tu...sbb aku nk share pe yg aku lalui...bik bruk aku x peduli...

life aku x seindah mana...bg aku life aku serabut sket...tue yg aku rse...tp x tau la org rse camne???

kdg2 tingin gak nk bubah cam gurlz lin..but ble aku bubah je aku rasa plik.aneh n cam2 lah..better aku jd dri aku je sendiri...tue lg bgs..

aku rase bukan aku srg je rase life yg kita lalui ni x seindh mane...rmai lg kat luar sane yg camtue..

tapi camne pun aku tetap suka ngan life aku skung...plikkan ckp x seindah mane..tp ske lak...

:)alezz jaha

kawan o lawan???

Sahabat benarkah sahabat sejati wujud dalam kehidupan ini...kawan...layakkah dipanggil kawan jika hanya mahu melihat aku menderita..aku tahu bukan semua ini salah mereka..tapi sekurang-kurangnya dengarlah penjelasan ini...tetapi apa yang aku terima...sakit hati ini jika aku terus mendiamkan diri...aku tahu aku tak punya ramai kawan,tak punya kekuatan melawan...tak punya apa-apa yang hendak dibanggakan...tetapi sekurangnya aku tahu menghargai persahabatan ini...aku penat menangisi...aku penat sengsara...cukuplah kali ini biar aku yang berundur...aku tak mahu melibatkan diri aku dari lakonan yang menyakitkan ini...jika ini yang membuat mereka bahagia biarlah aku lari dari ikatan ini...aku pasti esok pasti ada yang menyedari akan kehadiran aku ini....